Sunday, January 14, 2007
The years turning out pretty good so far..
I'm smiling more.. laughing more.. just enjoying life..
I dunno how to explain it.. but i realised how simple and nice life can be.. been spending time with old friends... Sherm, paul, dan, ian, helena and her bart, su, syafa.. and i'm just chilling wth these great people.. and realising that life's good whn you have friends like this.. and im spending my other spare time reading books.. jsut enjoying the simplicities... somehow.. he's not been on my mind so much.. and im proud to say that i've firmly maintained the friends line with him successfully.. :D
It's in times of contemplation that you fully actually realise that you actually have a smile on your face.. and lately.. that smile has been appearing regularly.. gawd i missed feeling this way.. hahahah
goodbye 2006... hello 2007.. for real this time...
it feels good to be back.
Starred at |5:40 AM|
+~+
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Lookin in my eyes
And I believed you cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize...
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no...
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless, watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how..
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again
Starred at |7:59 AM|
+~+
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
Starred at |7:56 AM|
+~+
it's a new year...
Yet i feel like i'm in still the exact place..
i'm broken..
heart break, is by far one of the worst feelings a human could endure... it's worst than physical torture.. cause at least, those wounds eventually heal.. no.. when your heart is broken.. its much harder to heal.. and sometimes.. you just don't..
I find that the longer the duration of the heart break, the longer it takes to heal.. i for one have had my heart broken slowly.. piece by piece.. and i don't know how long i'm going to take to heal.. i don't know if i ever am going to heal..
i've been crying..
My eyes are pretty dry..
i've been crying so much inside..
I pray to god for strength right now.. cause my hands are trembling.. my knees are buckling and i swear all i want to do it just cry my heart out.. just cry till i have no more tears to shed.. cry till my eyes are swollen.. cry till i collapse with exhaustion.. yet.. im to stubborn to do it.. i refuse to give in... and another part of me just wants to cry and pray to god that it makes the healing faster...
i need stregth.. i need support... i don;t know where to find it.. i don't know how long i can go on smiling.. i just don't know..
i'm so so broken...
Starred at |7:12 AM|
+~+
The years turning out pretty good so far..
I'm smiling more.. laughing more.. just enjoying life..
I dunno how to explain it.. but i realised how simple and nice life can be.. been spending time with old friends... Sherm, paul, dan, ian, helena and her bart, su, syafa.. and i'm just chilling wth these great people.. and realising that life's good whn you have friends like this.. and im spending my other spare time reading books.. jsut enjoying the simplicities... somehow.. he's not been on my mind so much.. and im proud to say that i've firmly maintained the friends line with him successfully.. :D
It's in times of contemplation that you fully actually realise that you actually have a smile on your face.. and lately.. that smile has been appearing regularly.. gawd i missed feeling this way.. hahahah
goodbye 2006... hello 2007.. for real this time...
it feels good to be back.
Starred at |5:40 AM|
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Lookin in my eyes
And I believed you cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize...
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no...
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless, watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how..
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again
Starred at |7:59 AM|
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
Starred at |7:56 AM|
it's a new year...
Yet i feel like i'm in still the exact place..
i'm broken..
heart break, is by far one of the worst feelings a human could endure... it's worst than physical torture.. cause at least, those wounds eventually heal.. no.. when your heart is broken.. its much harder to heal.. and sometimes.. you just don't..
I find that the longer the duration of the heart break, the longer it takes to heal.. i for one have had my heart broken slowly.. piece by piece.. and i don't know how long i'm going to take to heal.. i don't know if i ever am going to heal..
i've been crying..
My eyes are pretty dry..
i've been crying so much inside..
I pray to god for strength right now.. cause my hands are trembling.. my knees are buckling and i swear all i want to do it just cry my heart out.. just cry till i have no more tears to shed.. cry till my eyes are swollen.. cry till i collapse with exhaustion.. yet.. im to stubborn to do it.. i refuse to give in... and another part of me just wants to cry and pray to god that it makes the healing faster...
i need stregth.. i need support... i don;t know where to find it.. i don't know how long i can go on smiling.. i just don't know..
i'm so so broken...
Starred at |7:12 AM|