Thursday, August 30, 2007
SIGH...
Lets see.. I'm sighing for a number of things.. Firstly, i cant believe i finally have some time to blog. Secondly, so so so much has happened lately that i dont know where to start. Thirdly and lastly, I'm so so happy.
Well lets just say, that finally, for once in my life, i found a guy that i actually want. A guy that fits the bill in more ways that i could ever imagine. A guy im proud to have by my side, who compliments me and who i am proud to love.
Now i have to admit, the way we got to where we are is a little dramatic and unfortunate..
Here's a short version:
He was previously dating my best friend.
We started talking when she tried to end things with him, he was just looking to figure out from me whats going on with her.
We fell in love.
We all know that life is waaay more complicated than that. But i dont think that details are necessary.
I just hope that by now, my bestie has realised that i never meant to hurt her and that i am really sorry for everything that happened and also accepts that me and him are a couple and will be for a long long time... Babe, I've said all i could say to you. I just hope you come round soon.
Right now, i just am cherishing every moment we spend together. So this is what its like to really be in an adult relationship. This is what its like to love and be loved unconditionally. I have to admit, i thought it was all overrated, but now i see why all the fuss. It is pretty much the greatest feeling in the world. To actually have someone you can depend on there and to have someone love you with all his heart. Its amazing. After all the shit ive been through with regards to life in general and especially pertaining to matters of the heart, the only word on my mind is.. FINALLY.
I'm going to sound like one of those really annoying love sick puppies but i say fuck it.
He is smart.. he doesnt even realise how smart he is.
He is cute... And i'm not saying that because im his girlfriend.
He is mature... LIKE OMG I CANT BELIEVE HE IS ONLY 21 KINDA MATURE.
He has a great personality.... :)
We can talk about ANYTHING.
We both want similar things in life.
We both expect similar things from our partners.
He will be a great father.
ok and the list goes on...
All i know is, i'm finding it hard not to just let all my guard down. Especially when he is letting down his. But i know that its absolutly stupid if i do. Its a self preservation thing i guess.. Sigh..
Well all i can do now is to work as hard as he is to make this last... So far so good.. Its all i could ever imagine a relationship would be. We compromise and work things out and we share the good and the bad moments... :)
Im crossing my fingers and crossing my toes.
I really really hope...
He's the one.
:)
Starred at |6:52 AM|
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SIGH...
Lets see.. I'm sighing for a number of things.. Firstly, i cant believe i finally have some time to blog. Secondly, so so so much has happened lately that i dont know where to start. Thirdly and lastly, I'm so so happy.
Well lets just say, that finally, for once in my life, i found a guy that i actually want. A guy that fits the bill in more ways that i could ever imagine. A guy im proud to have by my side, who compliments me and who i am proud to love.
Now i have to admit, the way we got to where we are is a little dramatic and unfortunate..
Here's a short version:
He was previously dating my best friend.
We started talking when she tried to end things with him, he was just looking to figure out from me whats going on with her.
We fell in love.
We all know that life is waaay more complicated than that. But i dont think that details are necessary.
I just hope that by now, my bestie has realised that i never meant to hurt her and that i am really sorry for everything that happened and also accepts that me and him are a couple and will be for a long long time... Babe, I've said all i could say to you. I just hope you come round soon.
Right now, i just am cherishing every moment we spend together. So this is what its like to really be in an adult relationship. This is what its like to love and be loved unconditionally. I have to admit, i thought it was all overrated, but now i see why all the fuss. It is pretty much the greatest feeling in the world. To actually have someone you can depend on there and to have someone love you with all his heart. Its amazing. After all the shit ive been through with regards to life in general and especially pertaining to matters of the heart, the only word on my mind is.. FINALLY.
I'm going to sound like one of those really annoying love sick puppies but i say fuck it.
He is smart.. he doesnt even realise how smart he is.
He is cute... And i'm not saying that because im his girlfriend.
He is mature... LIKE OMG I CANT BELIEVE HE IS ONLY 21 KINDA MATURE.
He has a great personality.... :)
We can talk about ANYTHING.
We both want similar things in life.
We both expect similar things from our partners.
He will be a great father.
ok and the list goes on...
All i know is, i'm finding it hard not to just let all my guard down. Especially when he is letting down his. But i know that its absolutly stupid if i do. Its a self preservation thing i guess.. Sigh..
Well all i can do now is to work as hard as he is to make this last... So far so good.. Its all i could ever imagine a relationship would be. We compromise and work things out and we share the good and the bad moments... :)
Im crossing my fingers and crossing my toes.
I really really hope...
He's the one.
:)
Starred at |6:52 AM|