Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Gee..
I haven't blogged in over a month!!
Well i'll try to update as much as possible ya..
It's been hectic with university applications. One particular university actually.
University of Sydney!!
I actually have 2 options. To do it locally or un Sydney full time. I applied for both.
I'm actually prepared to leave for sydney.. Its a huge change.. but its a change i want..
Best of all i get to go with my best friend!!
Right now, its just about waiting for the uni's response. Which stupidly taked 4-6 weeks!! Sigh.. anyway i book temporary accomodation just in case..
Me? im still single.. but.. somehow that man has snuck himself into my life again..
Maybe im weak. Maybe its fate. I dunno..
But i have to say my last entry was written in a fit of anger.. Right now i guess he knows that he has alot to do if he still wants me..
If he really wants to marry me and and have a family and future with me, he's got so much to prove...
Then and only then would i take him back.
In the mean time im just trying to focus on work and my degree plans.
So tomorrow im headin to the beach with birthday girl suraidah, then we're headed to st james!!
Partaaaay!!!
Weee..
hahaha.. riight..
It occured to me that leaving would mean leaving everything i ever became fond of.. Everyone..
I know that's going to be the toughest thing i've ever had to do.. but then i am tryin to welcome the change with an open mind..
It's going to eb good to be on my own two feet for awhile.. Study, work, put a roof over my own head and feed myself.. I think it's really going to make me grow even more as a person..
But it still is going to be hard to be away from home for a year..
I just hope i can prepare myself for it.
I choose not to think about it till i have my acceptance letter in my hand..
Well i better pack.. its gettin late..
I'll TRY to rememebr to update ok..
Starred at |9:06 AM|
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Gee..
I haven't blogged in over a month!!
Well i'll try to update as much as possible ya..
It's been hectic with university applications. One particular university actually.
University of Sydney!!
I actually have 2 options. To do it locally or un Sydney full time. I applied for both.
I'm actually prepared to leave for sydney.. Its a huge change.. but its a change i want..
Best of all i get to go with my best friend!!
Right now, its just about waiting for the uni's response. Which stupidly taked 4-6 weeks!! Sigh.. anyway i book temporary accomodation just in case..
Me? im still single.. but.. somehow that man has snuck himself into my life again..
Maybe im weak. Maybe its fate. I dunno..
But i have to say my last entry was written in a fit of anger.. Right now i guess he knows that he has alot to do if he still wants me..
If he really wants to marry me and and have a family and future with me, he's got so much to prove...
Then and only then would i take him back.
In the mean time im just trying to focus on work and my degree plans.
So tomorrow im headin to the beach with birthday girl suraidah, then we're headed to st james!!
Partaaaay!!!
Weee..
hahaha.. riight..
It occured to me that leaving would mean leaving everything i ever became fond of.. Everyone..
I know that's going to be the toughest thing i've ever had to do.. but then i am tryin to welcome the change with an open mind..
It's going to eb good to be on my own two feet for awhile.. Study, work, put a roof over my own head and feed myself.. I think it's really going to make me grow even more as a person..
But it still is going to be hard to be away from home for a year..
I just hope i can prepare myself for it.
I choose not to think about it till i have my acceptance letter in my hand..
Well i better pack.. its gettin late..
I'll TRY to rememebr to update ok..
Starred at |9:06 AM|